renee



today, i wake up at 7.00am. feeling amazing coz i never wake up early for the day i dun hav class. huhu...^^ so proud!!!
but there is raining in tis morning and turning my feeling to sad...
ya...everytime i feel sad n wana cry when there is raining n i m stay in hostel lonely .
i get tis kind of sick since i was studied at kmpp. life in kmpp is stressfull n feeling lonely. i m juz like a prisoner.i m force to be independent. such life style in kmpp scaring me. honestly, i m not a hardworking people. but in kmpp, everyone fight for 4.00. i cant do anythings besides pushing myself to the top. i juz feeling i cant breath at tat time.
everyday i juz cry during the study week n the day b 4 take d exam. i even try to give up to continue my study at kmpp. the nite that i waiting to take mathematic exam on the next day, i feel so scare n juz crying coz i hav forget what i hav review. i dun noe how to draw a graph. i dun noe where is x-axis n y-axis. gila!!!stress!!!
i call to my brother n cry to him(T^T").with a very kelian voice, i request him to send me back to home. wakaka... i love my brother...miss the day that full with laughing and crying when we was a child...

i also miss the days(when i was a child) i accompany my mum to pasar pagi in my village at 6.00am. when there was raining in the morning, i feel very happy coz my mum no need to go for work n we took an umbrella n walking to go to pasar pagi together...after tat we usually have our breakfast 'wat dan hor'...feeling warm n sweet...i love my mum... n...i have to say sorry to my mum for all mistake i done...
for the first two pictures- celebrate mooncake festival with my family
for d last- stay in my kmpp's hostel with my Hamtaro



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