myallrenee: March 2009

juz a simple word tat i would like to tell u

renee

now i m counting down the time of going bac home. too excite till cant sleep. looking my picture profile...suddenly, i feel so luckily to be ur friend.

in our friendship, a word 'thx u' is not necessary to express our grateful to each other.

tutorial A1p2 is the place tat we meet for the 1st time.

i still remember u draw a flower in my paper tat we passing around (during ice breaking session in our tutorial).

i still remember we stealing 'something' together during the jati diri program.

i still remember we were facilitator in the dinamika cara makan.

...untill now...

for d 1st day we come to um, haha...i'm cheating u for walking to 8th coll by alone,

skip the account i-week n go to times square, sungai wang n pavilion in one day trip,

enjoying ur kampar's chicken bread at fac,

mamak shop, warung,

.........and............

haha, actually nothing for me to write all tis out, but i juz feel how luckily am i to hav a friend like u. yes, honestly i m.

thx for bringing me memories tat full of happiness, laughing, kidding...n...be my radio too...

xixi,may b is tong sampah for listen to my problem.^^

i m writing tis here is not on a purpose to exaggerate how important of u for me.

i juz appreciate a friend like u

say something tat i feel embarrassed to talk in front of u ...

'thank u'

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Ember city

renee

i was enjoyed watching a movie today wif my best friend after MIS lecturer. enjoyed to meet many lengzai too!^^ tell u wat there r many lengzai on wed at midvalley lo!!! i cant remember tat movie's name, something like blar blar blar ember city...poor citizen in ember city live in underground n never saw the sun. their life juz depend on the generator to provide light n electric. over 200 years they stay in tat city, they r near enough to met their doomsday due to the old n nearly expire generator which is invent by the builder of the city ( scientist,engineer,architect). they dun noe the wonderful world tat is juz outside of their city. they dun noe the sky is blue n the white cloud. sun is their hope. i m glad tat ppl take risk n try the hard way to continue survive. i wan to reach my own sunshine and my own sky in my life n say bye bye to my darkness day...+u+u!!! love u renee!!!

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last 3rd family gathering

renee

Yesterday, 15th March 2009 is our last family gathering. my 'great grand pa' Bao Han organised to go to Jaya 1 section 1 in First Cafe to celebrate for his family member's birthday.

xixixi, n i m one of the birthday girl...actually my birthday is on 17th May 1989...but since tis is our last family gathering, so...(juz wan to mention my birthday...wakaka). All of us so enjoy tat day. Especially i got a free Secret Recipe's Lemon Cheese Cake, haha, thx for my lovely family.

Our event comes to climax when we playing the gila and excite 'ah bu bu' game. haha, and Ah boon drank a lot. Now only i realize tat our great grand pa can drink a lot. It's a pity for Spring didnt join us...sure she is asking wat is the 'ah bu bu' game? wakaka, tell u later lo...xixi.

All first year family member can get a very QQ de Snoopy. Although our family gathering end at about 10pm, but we ( pretty Cia Cia, Baby Surina, our father Kee Soon, n Kingkong) still continue n go to next station.

Tat next station we call it as 'akiki'. Our's ah bu bu game still keeps going on. Walao! Thx for Kingkong always get the number 8 n made me to drink as a forfeit. More tragic is i alway get the number 9 means i hav to finish drinking the whole cup of tiger beer. Oh my god, i hav give my first kiss (for girl) to Surina in the true or dare game becoz i had get the Q card. Surina...actually i m lesbian...wakaka!!!

We all get drunk in the end n tell u wat i hate Ah bu bu game!!! tat game killing me. N the most happy thing is- finally i got my answer from my 'gud gud friend' which i have been waiting for a long time. Weili, i done it...ya, tat answer is hurting me but it's ok for me. Party was end n my relationship with a 'gud gud friend also comes to an end...

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7am in tis mornig

renee

today, i wake up at 7.00am. feeling amazing coz i never wake up early for the day i dun hav class. huhu...^^ so proud!!!

but there is raining in tis morning and turning my feeling to sad...

ya...everytime i feel sad n wana cry when there is raining n i m stay in hostel lonely .

i get tis kind of sick since i was studied at kmpp. life in kmpp is stressfull n feeling lonely. i m juz like a prisoner.i m force to be independent. such life style in kmpp scaring me. honestly, i m not a hardworking people. but in kmpp, everyone fight for 4.00. i cant do anythings besides pushing myself to the top. i juz feeling i cant breath at tat time.

everyday i juz cry during the study week n the day b 4 take d exam. i even try to give up to continue my study at kmpp. the nite that i waiting to take mathematic exam on the next day, i feel so scare n juz crying coz i hav forget what i hav review. i dun noe how to draw a graph. i dun noe where is x-axis n y-axis. gila!!!stress!!!

i call to my brother n cry to him(T^T").with a very kelian voice, i request him to send me back to home. wakaka... i love my brother...miss the day that full with laughing and crying when we was a child...

i also miss the days(when i was a child) i accompany my mum to pasar pagi in my village at 6.00am. when there was raining in the morning, i feel very happy coz my mum no need to go for work n we took an umbrella n walking to go to pasar pagi together...after tat we usually have our breakfast 'wat dan hor'...feeling warm n sweet...i love my mum... n...i have to say sorry to my mum for all mistake i done...

for the first two pictures- celebrate mooncake festival with my family

for d last- stay in my kmpp's hostel with my Hamtaro

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Stupid isu

renee

Finally stupid n wu liao isu come to an end, thanks god. I really hope this isu wont develop deeply. I am glad that we all become more mature when facing problems. I very appreciate our relationships...i love u gals...Ihave learn much from u all...

Everything comes from a reason...yaya, i believe in tis. This isu comes from a reason which purpose to let us identify each others, to learn more about the politics, to be more independent and patient. But now oni i realize that i got a 'dulan's face' even i m in a good mood. haiz...pretty sad...i noe i m aggressive but when problem was comes out i really try my best to control my emotion de. Dun accuse me la...ppl got a serious looking face is "wu gu" de!!!

Anyways, feeling happy n relax now. I should thank for all my friends that support each others in facing problem. I feel proud for not giving up untill d end. I noe we still together no matter how. Haha... we are sexy queen!!!

My Love for Surina, Weili, Spring, Pretty Cia Cia, Miza, Morin, Ah Lee, Li Tying, Kok yoong, Kah Yee, Kar Mun...

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Life is frailness

renee

My aunt is pass away last thursday. She is contract cancer. i juz took part her funeral last sunday. Unfortunate, i also find out that my coursemate in matriculation college past away yesterday bcoz of inoperable cancer. I feel so sorry to heard about tis bcoz my friend is juz 20years old. She got not enough time to finish her studies, enjoys the life...May b u will thinks that money, assume power , luxury material are so important for life. But time is the only treasure for her. Really unfair to her!!! Is there kindhearted people will get a good end??? Why not juz giving them more time??? There are no chance for my aunt to wait untill her son get wedding, even there are no chance for my friend to finish her studies and to reward for her parent. I have learn from them that i should facing the reality of life and problem bravely. They are brave to confront with their ill untill the last second. No matter how far of our distance they still remain in my mind. All what can i do for u is juz missing u...I hope they can find their dream and happiness in the others part of this world...

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